The next stage in evolution, etc.
Of course, they defend themselves. They defend themselves against the pain of this realization, against the utter despair, against the chaos. It’s a protective mechanism, reframing, creating new narratives.
But they reject help and advice because they don’t think, they don’t believe in the efficacy of any help preferred and any advice given.
This, why waste time? Why listen to someone’s advice if I can’t implement it? Or if I implement it once, but in a year’s time I’ll forget why I had to implement it.
If I’m so dissociative that all my hard disk is wiped clean once a year, why would I bother to save files?
Imagine that you have a hard disk that self-erases, self-wipes every year. Would you bother to save files on that hard disk? No. The same with the narcissists. Why would you bother with advice, with help, with strategies, with coping, with therapy? Therapy even. Why would he bother with himself if there’s no self, no emotions, no empathy, no ability to interact meaningfully with other people? Nothing there. Nothing there. Just in an enormous emptiness and void and deep space and howling winds in a hall of mirrors. Why would he bother with that?
Narcissist.
The first person the narcissist gives up on is himself.
Narcissism is not a disease or a disorder of presence. It’s a disorder of absence. The narcissist absented himself from his self.
Narcissist is gone, having left behind his skeleton, the shell, an empty, empty home, empty house, not a home.
Narcissist discourages intimacy, also for these reasons. You know.
And he finds displays of emotions fake and embarrassing because he has no emotions. And he can’t imagine. He can’t imagine because imagination has very little to do with intellect or analytical skills.
That’s why many narcissists have IIQs, 190 for example, but they are total retards and idiots. They have zero wisdom and 190 IQ, believe me from personal experience.
So they regard emotions as fake and embarrassing because anything they hadn’t experienced doesn’t exist. It is the narcissist who is the yardstick and benchmark of creation.
He, everything emanates from him. He’s the found of everything. So if something is alien to him, strange, never experienced before, it probably does not exist. And anyone who claims otherwise is a con artist. He’s a fake and it’s embarrassing to watch this.
Does the other person really think the narcissist is an idiot? His intimate partner, does she think the narcissist is deceived and manipulated by her displays of alleged or sensible love?
Narcissist knows there’s no such thing as love. He knows she’s faking it. He knows she wants something. She’s about to ask for something. He knows it’s goal oriented.
So this is why I find the whole movement of empaths online to be reasonable, ridiculous.
Empaths, super empath, and now supernova empath. These are self-aggrandizing labels used by covert narcissists online as they perpetuate and leverage the new file, newfound, eternal professional victim status.
And they do this to garner attention and some of them to make money.
Simple, not nice, but simple. There’s no such thing as empath, first of all, because there’s no such thing as empath. There’s highly sensitive persons, but it’s all the same as empath.
And it’s a tiny minority of the population. But there’s no such thing as empath because narcissists do not select for empathy. They don’t understand empathy. They resent empathy. They are disgusted by empathy. They reject empathy as a challenge to their grandiosity. And they consider empathy to be fake. So if they don’t select for empathy, not all the victims of narcissists would have been empaths.
Majority of sources of supply of the narcissists are not especially empathic or even not empathic at all. For example, narcissists very frequently have psychopaths as intimate partners, borderlines as intimate partners. These people have deficient empathy. The borderlines have functional empathy. Psychopaths have no empathy whatsoever, cold empathy.
And if you want to prove to yourself my point, and if you want to do it conclusively, here’s my advice. Join the cesspits that pass for empath support forums. Dare to suggest that someone there is not really an empath, not too empathic, or dare to raise the possibility that she may have had a role to play in the dysfunctional relationship. Maybe her maid selection was flawed. Maybe it served some purpose for her to be a victim. Dare to suggest this. You will instantly become the recipient of every form of abuse and malevolence known to men or women.
Empaths are far more vicious, snipingly malevolent, and egregious than anything I have ever seen witnessed in 25 years offered by narcissists. The abuse you will experience in the cesspools and cesspits of empath support forums is far worse than anything you have endured from your narcissists. It is crystallized, unadulterated, narcissistic abuse. Nothing worse than the narcissistic rage or the passive aggression of covert empaths.
What about friendship?
Empathy leads very often to friendship. If you are repeatedly and continuously exposed to empathy, at the very least you can be friends. And many, many victims of narcissistic abuse keep saying this, well, you know, maybe we didn’t work out as lovers, maybe we didn’t work out as spouses, maybe we didn’t work out this and that, but we can still be friends.
The problem is that narcissists are prone to sexual overperception. They misinterpret many female gestures and behaviors as invitations to copulate then and there. To be mere friends with a woman is perceived by the narcissist as a narcissistic injury.
When a man, a woman rejects a man sexually or romantically, and friendzones the man, it implies that she had judged him to be of inferior equality, defective, inadequate, lacking, and had rejected him as a potential lover or partner or spouse or father.
And so here’s the thing. When you offer friendship to a narcissist, the narcissist doesn’t say, oh, wonderful, we can be friends. Oh, wonderful, I have a new friend.
They say, why only friendship? Am I not good enough for you as a lover? Am I not good enough for you as your husband? Am I not good enough for you as your partner? In most, in all ways, am I not good enough to be the father of your children? Am I not good enough for this and for that?
For them, friendship is not the pinnacle and the culmination of empathy, but the lowest rank.
If you offer friendship to a narcissist, narcissists interpret it as having been rejected, having been fired, having been singled out for discrimination, bias, prejudice, and mistreatment, because you could have offered him so much more. Just friends. Everyone is friendly with everyone.
There’s nothing special about this. And such injury can morph easily into a narcissistic mortification, especially if the woman offering friendship, the woman who is friendzoning the narcissist, used to be at one time the narcissist’s date or spouse or intimate partner and had dumped him in favor of another man with whom she has had sex, sometimes while cheating, or with whom she had later created a family.
So it’s not possible to remain friends with the narcissist, precisely because the narcissist lacks empathy, and precisely because the narcissist rejects and resents empathy and all its manifestations.
To be a mere friend is an injury to humiliation, its modification, and he will reject you and resent you for having made this offer.
One last comment about self-awareness.
The narcissist has severe emotional deficits, severe cognitive deficits, but most narcissists are self-aware. I repeat, most narcissists are self-aware. They are knowledgeable about their condition. They’re knowledgeable about who they are.
They may not regard it as a condition, but they are absolutely knowledgeable about who they are. They’re going to kid and say, I’m not liked because of my personality, which was a sentence that Donald Trump said a few days ago. I’m not liked because of my personality. He’s aware of that.
Or they may say I’m an attention boy. I love attention. Or they may say, when I enter the room, I dominate and manipulate everyone. They are self-aware. Many of them don’t regard it as a disorder. They regard it as something to be proud of and cultivate and nurture, but they are self-aware.
The thing is that this self-awareness does not lead to healing in the best, most optimal and optimistic scenario.
There’s some minor modification of antisocial and abrasive behaviors, but otherwise it’s Jeremiah 13.
Can the Ethiopian change his skin or the leopard his spots? It’s a rhetorical question. The answer is no. If the narcissist becomes self-aware, if he accepts that he is a narcissist, isn’t this the first important step towards healing?
No, it’s not.
Narcissism defines the narcissist’s waking moments. Narcissism is ubiquitous or pervasive in every cell where other people have protoplasm.
Intracellular protoplasm. Narcissist has narcoplasm. Everything the narcissist does is motivated by narcissism. Everything he avoids is the outcome of narcissism to avoid injury and mortification.
Every utterance, every decision, his body language, everything, everything about the narcissist, the way he dresses, what he eats, everything.
Our ostentatious manifestations of pathological narcissism. It’s a little like being abducted by an alien and ruthlessly indoctrinated ever since.
The alien is the narcissist’s false ego. It’s a defense mechanism constructed in order to shield the narcissist’s true self from hurt and inevitable abandonment.
And in this sense, the false self works. It’s a positive adaptation which enhances the narcissist’s agency and self-efficacy.
To put it simply, the narcissist has no incentive to get rid of his narcissism. He may end up being president of the United States.
A cognitive understanding of the disorder, an analytical intellectual grasp of the disorder, even to be an expert on the disorder, does not constitute a transforming insight.
Remember insight? Knowing the disorder, however intimately, has no emotional correlate, no resonance, no echo, nothing happens inside, no dynamic process, no change.
The narcissist does not internalize what he understands and learns about his disorder.
And this new gained knowledge does not become a motivating part of the narcissist, not part of the mechanism. It remains an inert and indifferent piece of knowledge with minor influence for the narcissist’s psyche.
Like I know that the Battle of Hastings happened in 1066 and I know that I’m a narcissist and both these fans have the same impact on me.
Moreover, the narcissist may grow aware of certain behaviors of his that are pathological, dysfunctional, self-defeating, counterproductive. He may even label these disorders as counterproductive, but he never grasps the psychodynamic significance of his conduct.
He never truly gets hold of the deeper layers of motivation and the relentless and inexorable engine at the convoluted and tormented core of his being. He never reaches the core for a very simple reason. There’s no core.
So the narcissist may say, I really like attention or disparagingly or even self-deprecatingly, self-effacingly, I’m an attention whore. But he won’t be able to fully account for why it is that he is addicted to narcissistic supply. What role the supply plays in his psychology, interpersonal relationships, life.
The narcissist may realize belatedly that he is ticking, but he never realizes what makes him tick. Sometimes, and I witness it, when the narcissist first learns about narcissistic personality disorder, he really believes that he could change. This is all. I found my disease, it’s a question of time before I find the cure.
There’s a moment of optimism, a spirit of hope, usually following a period of violent rejection and humiliation and mortification. But I’ve seen narcissists confronting the diagnosis, not with dejection and despondence, but with hope.
The narcissist really wants to change. He fervently wants to and hopes to.
At this moment, when he’s most vulnerable, when he’s broken, when his defenses are down, when he is in touch with his true self, I encourage you to watch the videos of mortification. And this is especially true when this whole world is in shambles, when he just deep time in prison, when there’s a divorce, a bankruptcy, the death of a major source of narcissistic supply.
These are all transformative life crises.
The narcissist meets a problem only when he’s abandoned, when he’s destitute, when he’s devastated. He feels that he doesn’t want any more of this. He wants to change.
And there are often signs that he is changing and everyone is becoming very hopeful. And they say, you see, narcissists can change, they can heal. And then it’s gone. It fades sometimes literally overnight.
The narcissist reverts to all form. The progress he had made evaporates.
Many narcissists report the same process of progression, progression followed by recidivist remission.
It’s a little like in cancer, you know, you think you’re cured, and then it comes again. You think you’re cured, then it comes again. This remission, relapse like in alcoholism.
Many therapists refuse to treat narcissists because of this sisyphean frustration. I never said that narcissists cannot change, only that they cannot heal.
There is a huge difference between behavior modification and a permanent alteration of the psychodynamic internal landscape. Narcissistic behavior can be modified using a cocktail of top therapy, conditioning, sometimes medication.
But I’ve yet to encounter a healed narcissist. I don’t use the phrase recovered narcissist because if you start to think about it for a second, you see how nonsensical it is, but healed, cured. I never came across them.
The emphasis in therapy is more on accommodating the needs of the narcissist nearest and dearest, spouse, children, colleagues, friends. The therapist is more busy trying to shield these people from the narcissist, to salt their wounds, to help them when he injures them and traumatize them than with treating the narcissist.
If the narcissist’s abrasiveness, abrasiveness, rage, mood swings, reckless and impulsive behaviors, if these are modified, those around the narcissist benefit most.
It’s a form of social engineering, behavior modification, but it’s the best we can do at this stage. Cold Therapy, which is a treatment modality that I’ve come up with, this form of psychotherapy that I’ve come up with, is experimental at this stage. There’s not enough data to say how efficacious it is, but even cold therapy is very limited. It removes the false self and therefore negates the narcissist’s need for grandiose fantasies. That’s where it stops.
It does not develop empathy, does not improve the narcissist’s interpersonal relationships, does not provide him with insight or the ability to interact with other human beings as a human being, does not humanize the narcissist.
It’s too late for this. It’s too late for this because in therapy you have to work with someone, with someone, with a self, with a person.
And as I keep saying, because of the narcissist, there’s nobody there. The therapist is left to work with the absence, with the void, with the emptiness, and that’s not conducive to success.